I think my boyfriend read a few of these answers over my shoulder D:
Were your last 3 kisses from the same person? Yes :) all equally as lovely as the last.
Are you a jealous person? I think a little bit of green eye is healthy once in a while, as long as it’s not hurting anyone. It shows that you care enough about your relationship to stand up for it.
Describe your life in one word: New.
Have you ever discussed marriage with a boyfriend/ girlfriend? Funnily enough, we were talking about it yesterday :)
Would you ever consider adoption? Of course. True enough that blood is thicker than water, but a bond is not something that can be defined by it’s content. My heart beats freely, there are no limitations on love. ‘Unconditional love’ is the most common description of a connection between parents and their children, so why should it matter if there is no relation? If you love something unconditionally, shouldn’t you love them for their lineage as well?
Do you like redbull? I FKN LOVE RED BULL!!!11!!111!1112
Would you rather date a person with a British accent or an Irish accent? If Nath had an Irish accent, he wouldn’t be allowed to leave the bedroom. I’d employ him as my sugar-daddy and he’d only say dirty, sexy things.
Jeez, my mind works in weird ways.
Is it easy to make you smile? 'Little things please little minds' ~ I need a t-shirt with this quote on it, and one of those happy-face monster people with a lolling tongue and squee eyes, chasing something ridiculous… Or that picture of the pope trying to catch a dove… Does that answer the question? Well, either way, it should.
Do you have a bad habit? I have tons, where should I start?
Where do you wish you were? A few years in to the future.
Who is the last person you spent money on? My friends, mostly. Halloween party EXTRAVAGANZA!
When was the last time you were truly, completely happy with your life? This is one of those questions that should really be answered in later life. I’m only 20, I can’t answer this without the bitterness of teenage hormones kicking in.
Would you date someone taller than you? Sure :)
If you could choose between a million dollars and being able to fly, which would you choose? I think I’ve answered this before, and I’m pretty sure I took the million for practical reasons. I, however, would like to revise my statement; flying might not pay the bills, but I’m sure it would be easier to rob banks with a super power. Either that, or take the ‘Hero’ route and earn lots of money just because ‘the public’ think you’re awesome. If you save enough lives, apparently people will hold charity benefits and build statues in your honour. Why don’t doctors get special treatment?
What are you looking forward to in the next 4 days? Moving out, moving in and moving forward.
Have you ever gone a whole day without eating? Sure, I have a terrible memory for things like that. If I had to remember to breathe, I would’ve died years ago.
Have you ever been in love? Yes :D
Are you a loud person? It depends on the company I’m keeping.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking? Every couple of seconds, something strange or crude frolics dangerously across my mind. I worry that people won’t understand my thought process so I release the Humdrum Hounds. Sometimes, I wish I could be myself all the time.
Do you believe that you can change for someone? Sure, I believe it’s possible, but unless you were a raging alcoholic junkie hiding in the closet, that beat your spouse due to your own insecurities about your failure of a life, why would you want to? Why would they want you to? The key to life is happiness, it’s a proven fact. If you’re happy with who you are, and you’re happy with your lifestyle, why change it? If someone can’t accept you for who you are, then you’re not right for them and vice versa. I had to find this out the hard way, but I’m so glad that I did. Now I have Nath, who I wouldn’t change for the world and from what I’ve heard the feeling’s mutual. Even if he and I don’t work out, I know that I will never, ever put up with someone that doesn’t accept me for who I am. Worts and all…especially the worts.
Is it hard leaving people behind? To begin with, it stings, knowing you trusted someone for such a long time to no avail, but the feeling of sweet release is motivating enough to keep you strong. Severing ties is never fun, but if it’s necessary you’ll feel better for it in the long run.
Can you handle the truth? Not always, but I prefer it.
Was this New Years enjoyable? Meh, comme si comme ca.
Has anyone disappointed you lately? Hellz yeah, but I have shit loads of lemonade in my proverbial fridge.
What is the color of the chair you’re sitting on? Well, this is awkward, I’m not sitting on a chair…
What time did you wake up this morning? Half six, to my baby and a double sausage and egg mcmuffin. BOOYAH! FUCK YEAH HASH BROWNZ <3
What are you listening to? J-Wes playing Fifa in the other room.
What’s on your mind? My tootsies be chilly, yo. And and and…my bearded dragons be trippin’; serious beef with Simba Snake, y’gets me? Zeus and Hades have got puffy beards blacker than Samuel L’s bootyhole.
In the past week have you felt sad? CONFESSION: I was watching Glee earlier, it was the funeral episode…ibawledmyeyesout.
Why are you single/Taken? A strange, mythical beast, with eyes of liquid gold and a pelt of soft, scarlet passion arose from a dumpster outside Maryland Chicken, a shimmering halo of silver light bursting from his nether regions. With gaping maw and a face of pure ecstasy, he wailed ‘Stormy eyes and weathered heart, physique of a Grecian God, what more can you ask for? This is my gift to you, sad-sack. Take him, love him and never let him go, because if you don’t, I certainly will.’ And with a wink and a giggle, the fabulous creature was gone. In it’s place was a bare naked dude, who, after a few hot meals and some rampant lurve-games, became my increasingly beautiful boyfriend. Hey, don’t question it, this version is awesome.
Look to the right, what do you see? Weird green curtains, a bay window and terrible weather.
Are you currently looking forward to tomorrow? I guess so, tomorrow is another day :)
Have you kissed anyone whose name started with a C? Yarp.
If you could have one thing right now what would it be? Nath for cuddles? If not, toe socks with the crackly warmers in the digits. Mm mmm.
Last kiss mean anything? Everything :) I am smitten already, he’s adorable!
Do you believe in love? No shit, sherlock :P
Who’s the first person you argued with today? I haven’t argued with anyone today…I had a dream that I had an argument today with Nathan about putting money towards breakfast, but I don’t think that counts. It was really vivid, but I know it didn’t happen because I don’t have much cash on me :S
Do you always answer your phone? Try hardly ever, I’m terrible with my phone :(
I am royally friggin’ peeved, and shocked, at the amount of people who think you NEED to finish college, go to uni and get a degree as soon as you finish school, or even in the future, to get a quality job. What a load of crap; you have quite obviously been mind-raped by educational propaganda. Lots of people take a few years, if not more, to find themselves and really consider what career path they’d like to follow. It is utterly ridiculous that, at 16 years old, we are meant to know exactly what we want to do with our lives, and know exactly which subjects, obscure or not, will get us there. I have so many friends who wasted heartbreaking amounts of money on 3 - 5 years of gruelling hell, but i also have friends who waited and realised they were a dab hand at cooking, writing, reading, illustrating, math, physics etc for completely free. You can go back to college at ANY time, and the same goes for uni. You can sit on your arse until you’re 25 if you want to, as long as you’re planning for the years ahead. It usually takes an idea about 10 years to really flourish, so take your time.
Also, If you want to be home-schooled, that’s great, but don’t completely isolate yourself from the world; surround yourself with like-minded people. I’ve always been told that ‘spots don’t mix with stripes’ and, when I was younger, I took this to mean something quite sinister and I detested the phrase but, as I’ve matured, I realised that it meant if you’re different, that’s fair play, but you shouldn’t try to fit in with those that are considered ‘the norm’. You should find some spots that you can be polka dots with, rather than a random blob on a fancy, stripy billboard. Who wants to be the billboard anyway? They’re desired from afar, but quickly forgotten. Be the dots on someone’s wrapping paper, or on the cute girl’s dress, or even the journal of someone eccentric. Be something different. Don’t listen when people try to force your journey, and never ever think that you’ve failed just because you can’t remember your last achievement. The university of life is just as important as any higher education; I know students that are completely flabbergasted by a conventional oven.
These mad ramblings were brought to you by a girl who has suffered with daily failure, who has been rejected from jobs due to lack of qualifications and who wishes she did more work experience at school, but the thing is…this is also a girl that now knows, four years later, what she really wants to do with her life; and I didn’t have to spend X0,000 pounds to figure it out. Freedom of speech is dead, but freedom of expression lives in all of us; do not be afraid to break the mould.
“As an atheist, I see nothing “wrong” in believing in a God. I don’t think there is a God, but belief in him does no harm. If it helps you in any way, then that’s fine with me. It’s when belief starts infringing on other people’s rights when it worries me. I would never deny your right to believe in a God. I would just rather you didn’t kill people who believe in a different God, say. Or stone someone to death because your rulebook says their sexuality is immoral. It’s strange that anyone who believes that an all-powerful all-knowing, omniscient power responsible for everything that happens, would also want to judge and punish people for what they are.”—
Over the past few weeks, I found myself smiling more than I have done in five years. Due to me being a shallow bitch, and a dweller, however, I almost missed this totally amazing person that was standing right in front of me. I spent my time pining over Will and lusting over Jake, when really, Nath’s the only person I should ever want to be with. All that bullshit I spouted about us being wrong for each other and how we ‘didn’t fit’ makes me so ashamed, because it was all said out of fear. I was so scared that I was falling for someone else that I completely refused to entertain the idea of there being an ‘us’. I feel shitty about Jake, I really do, but he’ll understand why I did this. Nath’s perfect, and I was too stupid to see it. I’m so glad I realised before it was too late :) ~ PT.